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Friday, April 14, 2006

It was Friday.It was also a day of
-Speech and Prize Presentation
-New experience
-Unexpected encounters
-Valuable lessons
-My day

Speech and Prize Presentation
That's what the day was all about. Many speeches were given by personnel people respected. Prizes were given to almost 10% of the school's population. I'm very glad i was one of them. If not, i wouldn't had gone up stage, and caught her attention once again. Well, if only my assumption was true. Only she knows. Able to see my friends going up to collect their fruit of labour,too, had widen the smile on my face. I'm happy for them. Although we are just acquaintants in your eyes, we know each other for four years, i can see the joy in them and how much they appreciate their awards, just like how i felt.

New Experience
For the 1st time, i'm appointed a role that seems important. that's a new and wonderful experience, its memorable, its enriching. Its a new and wonderful experience to be a contingent commander and prize winner on speech day. I was promoted on that day too. I questioned myself on that day,' Do i deserve this?', 'Should i be given a higher or lower rank than what was given to me', 'Does this reflects well on my contribution?' Such self-inquiry are indeed self-engaging and powerful.

Unexpected Encounters
Well, this section is quite sensitive. I shall disclaim that what i will write are base on words that were passed to me, and not on 1st hand experience. If there is any mistakes or uncertainties, please ignore it and don't let it affect you negatively or in any other manner.

An incident had broke out,
It was the aftermath of a wonderful day.
Unity and Joy occupied the front,
Only to let Disappointment be the conclusion.

The pieces were torn,
just like my fragmented mind.
why were they then?
Questioned my mind.

juniors are innocent,
innocent is bliss.
Bliss is love,
love often disguise.

Clarity has yet being exothermic.

Not again. my thoughts became stanzas. It always happen when i'm too emotional and lost for words. My apologies if those reading it can't interpret it. Maybe after u had finish reading the entire post, then you'll realise my thoughts.

Valuable lesson
That day was where many lessons were learnt. For me, i had learn from my instructors and officers that help and assistantiality exist. They had people meant to be valued and learn from.For its our nature to love and care for others. A bully's ally will become yours instead if he/she is clarified of the situation and make his/her decision wisely.
I had also felt the respect given to me, by my juniors,by my friends, by my officers, by my instructors. However, there's always a black sheep in a family. And this particular one hadn't given me any respect more or equal to what others had given me. Well, so be it. I'm contented by them. You shall make no difference.

I had also learnt from my senior's lesson. Tit for Tat. Truthfully, it was materialised on her. Hope she learn the lesson that she had, and which i had learnt from her.

I also learnt another lesson, which was from my junior. Self-reflection. Maybe she herself doesn't know it consciously, but her actions taught me. She realized her mistakes and amend for it. Sounds simple yet its not easy.

My Day
Yes! Indeed it was one of my happiest day i had in my last year in that school.


Hung Up @ 9:18 pm

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