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Saturday, March 25, 2006

The Temptation

The Flood

The Tribulation

The Transformation

The Pentacle of Human Race


Hung Up @ 10:55 pm

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Let's take a break from poems, and get to proper manner. Well, initially, they weren't supppose to be poems. I became so emotional that those stanzas just pop up onto my mind. That's demostrates the Power of Love. Maybe its also because i studies and love literature.
Those poems, they're my power-ups. My booster, my energy.

There happens to have some irony between us. We are hostile towards each other. I wouldn't smile to her whenever we met eye to eye. But i did in my heart, secretly and painfully. As i'll see her, frowning her beautiful eyes, soring her soft cheeks muscles, at me, causing my heart in pound in distress.

Was there any debts we had within us that hadn't been settled and brought foward to the present? How i wish to know the truth, and confess the truth to her. The truth of my feelings, our backgrounds, my wish. Everything.

One of the truth is i'm suffering from "social anxiety disorder". I couldn't face people with confidence, with the enthusiasm. All i can is to stay silence and watch they day go by. With such a disadvantage, how is it possible to confess my feelings for her openly? Moreover, that may seems to be a misunderstanding between us. Which may explains her hostility towards me.

Now i may had found one of my goals in life. What a relief, to recieve such gift at this age. I really appreciate it. Even if she's not the one, it doesn't matter. Its a joy to give Love, and pleasant to receive it.


Hung Up @ 9:57 pm

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Monday, March 20, 2006

Dream About You

She got that look.
Was it of someone from 'before'?
Thought it was just another girl,
just like many others who had caught my attention.
But was proven wrong,
One year had pass, and it did not wear of at all.
Seeing you smile at him,
jeopardized my heart.
How i wish to be him,
rejuvenate my heart.
Opportunities! Chance!
Where are you?
Where is the Miracle!
All I need is just one of you!
Its not me who she like,
Its she whom i like.
Just like a boundless sea,
drifting one-sidedly.
Shall we form a block mountain?
Converging together and be found high up there.
Only seeing her from behind timidly,
and turn aways when her eyes slapped mine over.
What a disasterous discision i made two years ago!
Abandoning the path same as her,
Admiring her on that path,
Regreting about the dicision.
Its meant to be this way,
As we can overcome it, if,
If you want to.
This is my Dream About You.


Hung Up @ 10:40 pm

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My Feelings

Here i am, known as Neo,
There i am, another name.
There She is, My Beloved One,
I am here, yet She doesn't know.
There She comes, my heart soaring.
Look into Her eyes,
Beautiful and Hostile.
How i wish i can touch your hand,
rather than your heart-breaking attitude.
Come, join me and be Free,
Free from F.E.A.R. of me.
Life is a Beauty, Admire it,
You are a Beauty, I'll Admire it too.
We know not each other,
but we're meant for each other.
I Love you before I met you,
You Hate me before I met you.
Ironic, Let's meet each other,
So Near yet so Far.
Anxiety is the Cause,
Judgemental is Another.
How i wish i could be the one you Love,
For Loving you is not good enough.
Whatever it is, I'll always be by your side,
Loving you.


Hung Up @ 9:59 pm

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Introduction

They'll hang up their halo-es one day,
a phrase commonly questioned by people surrounding me.
It simply means the higher beings giving up on us,
retiring as they had hung up their haloes.
Fortunately, that in any sense is never possible.
For, We are always being The Beloved.


Hung Up @ 9:56 pm

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